"I’m scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I’ll sink.
I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim."

Bring Me The Horizon - Can you feel my heart ?

Dying inside

Now I know what “self destruction” mean, It’s when you don’t take importance to your weight, your appearance IT’s when you can’t stop thinking, when you make so much insomnia. It’s when you only have pity for yourself and you’re life. And ont just “cutting”. It’s just something worst.